time for a routine. discipline. diligence. comfort. relaxation. happiness. been so long without any of them. chaos. anarchy. these are the usual fare of late. i am entering a place of brokenness. too tired to resist. the word is weary. and will continue to be until the white flag flies unfurled in the wind of my Lord's breath.
We got back from Las Vegas about two hours ago. I think I slept maybe 4 hours a night... I am a zombie at this point. But posts are so very poignant when you're dazed. I am an all or nothing kind of guy. This was reinforced to me on this last trip. Hopefully my pictures will turn out alright.
Took the test in Denton. I did ok, but I am not filling out the application. I don't want to live there again. Lubbock will test in August most likely. The odds may be in my favor. I here they're paying 9 to 5 at 3X. Craps is my game by the way. Randomness seems so apropo at the moment.
Chase Pagan is excellent. Stellamaris probably is too and I am intently looking forward to hearing what they are doing in the sonic world. I haven't read at all for the past six weeks. I am so out of it. I haven't written in the same amount of time. All I have done is work. I can't wait to be done working for the Depot.
Everything I see and hear needs salt. It is tasteless. It is odorless. Colorless. Voiceless. It doesn't reach me. I am in a deprivation tank while jostling elbows with those who don't realize they may be too.
I got a new tattoo. Don't worry. It will come off in about 2 to 3 weeks. It covers my forearm and runs around my wrist and part of my elbow though. It is quite large. Like I said. Go big or go home. I came home.
If I were to be reading right now, it would be The Everlasting Man by G.K. Chesterton. If I were listening to music right now, it would be Cash, Arthur, or The FIRE Theft.
Adieu
We got back from Las Vegas about two hours ago. I think I slept maybe 4 hours a night... I am a zombie at this point. But posts are so very poignant when you're dazed. I am an all or nothing kind of guy. This was reinforced to me on this last trip. Hopefully my pictures will turn out alright.
Took the test in Denton. I did ok, but I am not filling out the application. I don't want to live there again. Lubbock will test in August most likely. The odds may be in my favor. I here they're paying 9 to 5 at 3X. Craps is my game by the way. Randomness seems so apropo at the moment.
Chase Pagan is excellent. Stellamaris probably is too and I am intently looking forward to hearing what they are doing in the sonic world. I haven't read at all for the past six weeks. I am so out of it. I haven't written in the same amount of time. All I have done is work. I can't wait to be done working for the Depot.
Everything I see and hear needs salt. It is tasteless. It is odorless. Colorless. Voiceless. It doesn't reach me. I am in a deprivation tank while jostling elbows with those who don't realize they may be too.
I got a new tattoo. Don't worry. It will come off in about 2 to 3 weeks. It covers my forearm and runs around my wrist and part of my elbow though. It is quite large. Like I said. Go big or go home. I came home.
If I were to be reading right now, it would be The Everlasting Man by G.K. Chesterton. If I were listening to music right now, it would be Cash, Arthur, or The FIRE Theft.
Adieu

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