= released =

huh.....well, i guess i have kind of been taking some time off. you could say i just quit for awhile really. ran around in circles or simply rotated for awhile. ever since school got out, i have been pretty much a bum. i go to work, then i don't....really....do....anything. watch tv, maybe hangout, play a little softball. it's been kind of weird, i kind of just let the drive that pushes and pushed in me fizzle out, or maybe it burnt itself out. i dunno know. it's been kind of surreal. sometimes i don't really recognize myself. i don't really read, i haven't checked out much new music- i don't have many real conversations. i watch alot of movies and tv. and alot of the movies aren't what i would usually go for either. i mean, i was pretty excited about "you got served."

but anyway. maybe i'll roll on up in this mother after awhile. i really don't know, and i'm not really worried about it either. i can't make up for lost time, so i'm just relaxin' for a bit, chillin' if you will. even that gets old though. so i'm sure i'll be pounding the books and the pavement before too long. oh well.

i did do two productive things today. (say that ten times fast) I picked up an application to the Lubbock Fire Dept. and got my Round Rock application in the mail too. i do have a smidge of direction after all.

ciao.